Tag: Dualism

Hello, my name is Jason 3/3

I hadn’t planed on this coming out on American Thanksgiving (if i get done in time) but i’m glad it has, because i have so, so much, to be thankful for. First and foremost, i am grateful & thankful for my incredible loving caring supportive family. Especially my mom, who has, and continues too, support me, both financially & morally, as i try to figure out this thing called life. I could never possibly repay her for all she’s done for me, and our family. She truly is a super hero in my eyes. I just hope to make her latter days as enjoyable and peaceful, as i made her youth chaotic and worrisome : )

I’m truly thankful for, and humbled by, the unwarranted amount of good ppl that still, after everything i put them through, call me friend. Thanks for waiting for me, even though i didn’t deserve it

I’m thankful for, once again, winning the cosmic lottery and awaking to an immersive conscious experience we call life!

I’m thankful, and grateful to all that take the time to read this, or check out any of my other work.

Most of all, though, right now, i am grateful, and quite astonished, to be in a position, a state of mind, where i do not feel a need or desire to stick poison in my vain. Even more surprising though, is that i’m okay. Happy even. Which is all still fairly new, and exciting, and a little bit scary. But its okay : )

Have a great Turkey day wherever you are! Hopefully, one day, everybody will get to be Okay

Letter 3https://docs.google.com/document/d/1U59u4huLrGT8MVgfLMSeEtwZTt0TKMNDbkBPbDM3n3s/edit?usp=drivesdk/3

I’ll post the comments you cant see in the pdf in a couple days, for this letter and the others

Hello, my name is Jason 2/3

After writing the first letter, i became flooded with, emotions, memories, and a drive to keep going. Thankfully, now, i finally had a tool to deal with the surge. In the past, i kept anything & everything concerning the “real me” well hidden from, first and foremost, myself. I would just shove it down into the darkness as deep as i could, and do my best to ignore it.

But now that i have faced my demons head on, there is no reason to be afraid : )

I never actually finished this letter, but it covers a lot of key points, and i think it does a great job at showcasing the chaotic state of my mind at the time. I was just coming off the drugs when i started this one; around Jan/Feb of 2018. but my Grandma got sick in march. She has since recovered, thankfully, but by the time i went back to the letter (june-ish), i had more clean time under my belt, and was seeing things more clearly, in general. so i just started, what would become, the 3rd and final letter in this series. And for as discombobulated as this one is, the last one is coherent, so bear with me : )

unfortunately, i was unable to load anything but the PDF version, which doesn’t allow you to click or view any of the comment or inserts i made. I shall try to remedy that while you, hopefully, enjoy. Happy Thanksgiving to all, btw

Hello, my name is Jason 2/3